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Forgiveness..“Will you forgive me?”Forgiveness.. by Sanraizu
Forgiveness… what is that? What does it mean to forgive someone? What does it mean to be forgiven?
How do you explain forgiveness to someone who doesn’t know how to forgive?
To someone who answers “yes” automatically like a robot programmed to answer that whenever someone asks the question?
What does forgiving feel like?
Is it as though what happened never occurred?
Or is it as though you are helping the person continue on with their life as if they never did anything to you that required forgiving?
How does it feel like to be forgiven?
Is it as though you have been set free from a burden of some sort?
How does forgiving feel like? The emotionless me doesn’t know.
How does being forgiven feel like? The emotionless me doesn’t know.
So now, you are standing in front of me once more. Asking that question that has no meaning to me and receiving the same answer that has no effect on me.
Because I Love Him...10 Unknown FateBecause I Love Him... by Sanraizu
Approximately Two years ago
254 Days after Kiku's Kidnapture
Francis had no idea for how long they had been travelling. All he knew was that he had been gone from his home for a very long time. He carefully shifted position so that he could try and make himself more comfortable. He leaned into the van as he felt it continue on its journey to who knows where. He ended up shifting again because his bound hands had begun to hurt due to his weight being forced on them.
He gave a sigh and looked towards his traveling companions. They were all silent, with the majority of them asleep. Those that were awake were just blankly looking at the sleeping people or at the wall. He hadn't been travelling with all of these people from the beginning. Ever since he was kidnapped in France the group he was with was always changing.
At first he found himself in a group of five, of which only him and a
Because I Love Him...09 FrancisBecause I Love Him... by Sanraizu
"I already told you no," Kiku said as he sat cross-legged on his bed. "When are you and the others going to understand that?"
"So you are going to continue denying that you knew what Arthur was doing?" Matthew asked from where he was seated on Kiku's desk chair.
"I'm not denying anything. I'm just telling you that I didn't know what he was doing."
"Are you sure about that?"
"Yes. He never allowed me to get involved in whatever he was doing." Before Matthew could reply there was a soft knock on the door before the door opened.
"Sorry to interrupt," Meimei said as she let the door swing open. "But someone's here to see you Kiku-nii."
"Who is it?"
"He says his name is Francis and that he is a friend of yours." Kiku made a move as if to get up and leave before he stopped and turned to look at Matthew.
"You may go," Matthew said as he stood up. "We can finish this another time."
"Of course," Kiku said as
England x Spain - I'll Teach YouEngland x Spain - I'll Teach You by iZenaku
“Huh?” The British man dropped the cooking materials he was holding, baffled at hearing a familiar voice out of no where. Strange, his house was empty besides him last time he checked, and he was almost completely sure he had locked all the doors.
Damn, it’s the cheery Spanish git again.
Suppressing a sigh, England wandered out of the kitchen to see Spain in the living room, already approaching toward him. “Engla—“
“What the bloody hell are you doing in my house? How’d you even get in?!” the blonde demanded, narrowing his thick eyebrows at the Spaniard.
“Never mind that, there’s something I want to show you!” Pulling the coffee table aside that previously lay in the center of the room, he spun around to face England again. Strutting to his direction, he stopped in the middle of the area, resting one hand on his hip as his other arm extended
(I forgot where I got this meme from)
_---_ IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE,
WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE? _---_
*~* RULES *~*
 Get out / open your music player (iPod, MP3 Player, etc.) / music library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player etc.). (I’ll be using iTunes instead of my IPod)
 Put it on shuffle.
 Press forward / the next button for each theme.
 Use the song title as the answer to each theme, even if it doesn't make sense.
 Bold the theme (Opening Credits, Waking Up, etc.), italicize the answers, and give your own comments in the parenthesis on how it relates to the prompt.
 DON'T SKIP SONGS OR LIE!
.::. Opening Credits .::.
Avril Lavinge – Push (okay… no comment. )
.::. Your Theme .::.
Agoaniki-P featuring Megurine Luka – Double Lariat (This is my theme? Doesn’t suit me much, but I like it!)
.::. Waking Up .::.
Avril Lavinge – I Love You (Really? The music for my movie is a bit too happy for my own liking! )
.::. School .::.
Alicia Keys – No One (Okay… My soundtrack is a little bit too happy and encouraging… oh well… Wonder what my IPod would have said to this meme…)
.::. Home .::.
Christina Perri – A Thousand Years (Okay… Now my iTunes is weird… This would have fitted nicely with the next one! )
.::. Falling In Love .::.
Machigerita-P featuring Hatsune Miku – Kugui (Really? My movie turns dark when I fall in love? What’s wrong with my iTunes!)
.::. Boyfriend / Girlfriend's Theme .::.
Yasuo-P featuring Hatsune Miku – Electric Angel (I was kind of expecting another horror song! Don’t mind this one.)
.::. First Kiss .::.
Christina Aguilera – Mi Reflejo/My Reflection (Okay… kind of does go with me since who I appear to be is not who I am)
.::. Hanging With Friends .::.
Samfree featuring Hatsune Miku – Dark Alice (no comment)
.::. Best Friend's Theme .::.
Alan – Diamond (Such a sad song! Then again it kind of does go with my best friend…)
.::. Fight With Parents .::.
Three Days Grace – Unbreakable Heart (Okay… This song totally goes with this situation! This practically happens every time I have a fight with my parents!)
.::. By Yourself at Home .::.
Ranita Conejito – Rotten Girl: Grotesque Romance ~Spanish Fandub~ (Wow… so in other words I spent my days at home stalking the love of my life I kind of do… but still.)
.::. Break Up .::.
Jenni Rivera – Que Ganas De No Verte Nunca Más/That Desire to Never See You Again (Wow… This song fits as well! This is a nice song for a break-up!)
.::. Depression .::.
Selena Quintanilla – Dreaming of You (So I’m thinking of my beloved while I’m depressed? 0///0 Too bad nothing will ever come out of it!)
.::. Drunk .::.
David R. Maracle – The Long Journey (This song is a classical one! And what long journey am I taking?)
.::. Driving .::.
Ivan Braginski (Russia) – My Heart Has a Light (Okay… no comment)
.::. Coming Down (Hangover) .::.
Safetysuit – Let Go (okay… it’s time to ‘let go’ of that drunk state!)
.::. Regret .::.
T.M. Revolution – Resonance (okay… so I really regret the break-up?)
.::. New Love .::.
Andrea Bocelli – Contigo en la Distancia/With You in the Distance (Such a cute song! So apparently my first love was doomed and my second one isn’t!)
.::. Prom .::.
matt9five featuring Miki and Kaito– iNSaNiTY (Okay… So prom somehow got out of hand or something to that effect)
.::. Prom speech .::.
Taylor Swift – Back to December (Okay…)
.::. Graduation .::.
Franco de Vita – No Basta/Not Enough (Okay… This song does go with this type of situation…)
.::. Graduation Speech .::.
Skillet – Awake and Alive (Alright! I really like this song! So this song is for my graduation speech? Cool! This song does go with me anyway!)
.::. College .::.
Akuno-P featuring Meiko – Escape of the Witch, Salmhofer (Okay… but what am I running away from?)
.::. Marriage .::.
Alfred F. Jones (America) – C.B.C. ~Cowboys Boot Camp~ (Okay…)
.::. Going To War .::.
Arthur Kirkland (England) – Hattafutte Parade (Really?)
.::. Night Before Battle .:
Taylor Swift – Love Story (Really? What has my life come to???)
.::. Last Fight .::.
Marisela – Arrepentida/Repentent (Okay… What do I regret? Definitely not all the people I killed!)
.::. Last Fight Result .::.
Hachi featuring Hatsune Miku – Musunde Hiraite Rasetsu to Mukuro (Okay…)
.::. Reuniting With Old Friends .::.
Hatsune Miku – Liberate ~Dawn of the Red Sea~ (Okay…)
.::. Final Words .::.
Jimena – Te Esperare/I’ll Wait for You (Who am I supposed to be waiting for? My love? O///O)
.::. Funeral .::.
V6 – Change the World (Really? What did I do?)
.::. Aftermath .::.
Yao Wang (China) – Aiyaa Four Thousand Years (…)
.::. Ending Credits .::.
Skillet – One Day Too Late (Wow…)